Of all the Four Horesmen of Nothingness, Despair would be the most dangerous for me to face. Depression and Self Doubt are something we all face from time to time, but I always feel I'm quite vulnerable to them. My self esteem is more often than not a delicate high wire act, and even something as simple as the medication I was taking to clear up my lungs can cause me to plummet into darkness. Of course, I am speaking metaphorically. It's not like some pink skinned alien chick shows up and stabs me with her hair.
Although in my dream last night I had to repeatedly cut myself to end some sort of feud with Leonardo DiCaprio. For some reason Leo was talking smack about my Dad, and I beat him up, and then cut myself to make amends. Frickin' dreams are weird.
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